im 31 and sadly, the mental health services have failed me all my life, after ive had a very hash tough life so far, missed out of everything normal ; friends etc.

i live in a one bedroom flat for 5 years now struggling with severe agoraphobia , severe anxiety , rage problems and outbursts.....racing obsessive thoughts each day , paranoia that people in society are ostracising me........i have BPD diagnosed years ago, but have OCD , PTSD and possibly rapid cycling bipolar undiagnosed.

i want further assesment, because of my symptoms , how bad theyve got......even though ive made progess im in a crisis right now and cant leave my apartment because of severe anxiety, panic outside.....watching for signs of danger....feeling threatened.......rage scared ill lose control.

the mental health services wont further asses me even though its obvious i have co existing conditions running along side the BPD.

they wont give me a regular psychotherapist , telling me theres no resources.

they wont give me any medication , telling me their addictive, have side effect.....wont treat my real problems.

so their turning me down for everything virtually.

me and mum have to fight the system to make complaints because of the services or treatment program their not giving me and failing me with..

im going to see my psychiatrist today to tell him my symptoms are unmanagable at the moment........that i cant cope, and i wanna be put in a unit as a voluntary patient..........where i could get the further assesment and treatment program im after

so ive now been and they STILL refuse to do further assesment because they dont feel its required of i have '' co existing '' illnesses like PTSD and OCD -..

my psychiatrist still wont give any medications , telling me their addictive....have side effects and dont address the root cause of my problems.

they wont refer me for a volunatry inpatient option to be further assesed......even though im in a crisis with my symptoms right now.

they wont get me any therapy or psychotherapy because they dont feel im ready because of the severe anxiety , rage and agoraphobia.

all their prepared to offer is a support worker to meet up with and go out with....attend dropin centres etc.......and their calling that '' exposure therapy ''.

there saying i need to try this first before i start any psychotherapy...

and that if i start exposure therapy, my anxiety will disappear.
1 hour ago

im so angry !

the psychiatrist said ive been assesed by 8 consultants in the past who all say i just have BPD.

but i know i have co existing illnesses of PTSD , ocd................and want further assesment.

they wont give me any medications because they said it masks the problems and are addictive.

wont refer for any 1 on 1 psychotherapy .

wont admit me as a voluntary patient .

what the hell do i do ?

go legal and fight for the right treatment program ?

im so enraged i feel like smashing the place apart through clenched teeth with a mental fire poker.

The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends.
I mean, life is tough. It takes a lot of your time.
What do you get at the end of it? A death.
What is that, a bonus? I think the cycle is all backwards.
You should die first.
Get it out of the way.
Then live in an old age home.
You get kicked out when you're too young.
You get a gold watch and you go to work.
You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.
You do drugs and alcohol.
You party.
You get ready for High School.
You go to grade school and become a kid.
You play. You have no responsibilities.
You become a baby. You go into the womb.
You spend your last nine months floating..

.you finish off as an orgasm.!!

what a way to kick the bucket!!

im 31 and sadly, the mental health services have failed me all my life, after ive had a very hash tough life so far, missed out of everything normal ; friends etc.

i live in a one bedroom flat for 5 years now struggling with severe agoraphobia , severe anxiety , rage problems and outbursts.....racing obsessive thoughts each day , paranoia that people in society are ostracising me........i have BPD diagnosed years ago, but have OCD , PTSD and possibly rapid cycling bipolar undiagnosed.

i want further assesment, because of my symptoms , how bad theyve got......even though ive made progess im in a crisis right now and cant leave my apartment because of severe anxiety, panic outside.....watching for signs of danger....feeling threatened.......rage scared ill lose control.

the mental health services wont further asses me even though its obvious i have co existing conditions running along side the BPD.

they wont give me a regular psychotherapist , telling me theres no resources.

they wont give me any medication , telling me their addictive, have side effect.....wont treat my real problems.

so their turning me down for everything virtually.

me and mum have to fight the system to make complaints because of the services or treatment program their not giving me and failing me with..

im going to see my psychiatrist today to tell him my symptoms are unmanagable at the moment........that i cant cope, and i wanna be put in a unit as a voluntary patient..........where i could get the further assesment and treatment program im after

so ive now been and they STILL refuse to do further assesment because they dont feel its required of i have '' co existing '' illnesses like PTSD and OCD -..

my psychiatrist still wont give any medications , telling me their addictive....have side effects and dont address the root cause of my problems.

they wont refer me for a volunatry inpatient option to be further assesed......even though im in a crisis with my symptoms right now.

they wont get me any therapy or psychotherapy because they dont feel im ready because of the severe anxiety , rage and agoraphobia.

all their prepared to offer is a support worker to meet up with and go out with....attend dropin centres etc.......and their calling that '' exposure therapy ''.

there saying i need to try this first before i start any psychotherapy...

and that if i start exposure therapy, my anxiety will disappear.
1 hour ago

im so angry !

the psychiatrist said ive been assesed by 8 consultants in the past who all say i just have BPD.

but i know i have co existing illnesses of PTSD , ocd................and want further assesment.

they wont give me any medications because they said it masks the problems and are addictive.

wont refer for any 1 on 1 psychotherapy .

wont admit me as a voluntary patient .

what the hell do i do ?

go legal and fight for the right treatment program ?

my mum just left my apartment and said -

' shes not sitting here listening to how i feel hopeless and are gonna commit suicide , that if im talking about im gonna commit suicide , '' i'll do it '' - and she '' will follow me ''.

she stormed out and said she ll be back monday.

shes been looking after me in my flat for 6 weeks because my ankle was in cast, because torn ankle tendons were operated on.

my mood has plummeted since hearing this news today about not getting the help i want and i said i might commit suicide.

i cannot handle being continously failed by the mental health services - when im asking for the right treatment program desperatly.

i feel desperate, empty, abandoned, with no where to turn to.....i feel like either -

doing myself in for good, plucking up the courage.

or

going to A and E on monday when i get my disability money to be able to travel - and telling them i feel suicidle and i cant cope with my symptoms any more.

what should i do ?

im not getting the right treatment program or further assessment i feel i need .
juology :

you are an idiot, simply , dont try to answer me again . or ill block you
and to the rest of unhelpful answers:

you know nothing of me or my situation so go shove your irrelevant opinions and dont try to attempt answer my questions again.

Ok so for about a year and a half now I've been thinking I have Bipolar II and the more and more research I've done on it the more I've been assured, the only thing is though I'm VERY rapid cycling.

Before I was in the bathroom and I had my MP3 player on like I do and I have a tendency to dance a lot (lol). So I was dancing to a really... powerful song and suddenly I felt a feeling of high energy come over me and my eyes went really wide and I was smiling like really wide too and I felt really pretty good but because it came on so quick it felt normal but I kind of "checked in" with myself and I felt really awake and energetic. I've felt like this before a couple of months ago and I noticed that my pupils were huge that time so I thought to check them and they were pretty big. It's most likely that the sudden exercise triggered it off because exercise triggered it last time but it came on a few hours later and this came on straight away. Also before it came on I could see floating dots/colours like ya do after looking at bright lights or the sun but I hadn't been. It was so powerful too that my mind "quieted down" because normally my mind is pretty much constantly on because I have OCD, general anxiety/panic disorder (fluctuates between both), social anxiety, hypochondria and paranoia as well. I realised this especially because I went outside to feed my rabbits and almost ran out but walked (lol) and realised that I wasn't thinking that people are watching me and just got on with it. I was in a really good mood with my rabbits as well which I don't mean I'm not usually because I am but even more so.

Also, this morning I was somewhat depressed and it took me about two and a half hours to get going. I pretty much just wanted to go back to sleep even though I couldn't sleep. I felt pretty crap for the rest of the day generally but not as bad as it went on.

Oh, also (again) when the hypomania if it is that came on I noticed that my aches and pains gradually faded too which I didn't realise until I thought about it and I could feel them going.

Yeah so I was just wondering what this sounds like.
I'm not on any medication apart from inhalers for asthma.
Oops I should have said, I saw a psychiatrist yesterday after having to wait 6 months for a mental assessment. It went pretty well aside from being late but she said it's not bipolar. I only just about explained a typical example of my moods because they're hard to explain because they cycle so quickly. I didn't forget stuff like I usually do in those situations but I still couldn't fully explain it. I didn't mention about self harm or suicidalness either which I kind of did forget, and hallucinations. From what I did say it didn't sound nearly as bad as it is and I didn't fully explain the "good moods" because I had to give a brief description in general.
Oh I just remembered as well (sorry lol) when I came out of the bathroom I almosy started laughing, at nothing and had to stop myself before it started because I usually find it hard to stop.

im 31 and sadly, the mental health services have failed me all my life, after ive had a very hash tough life so far, missed out of everything normal ; friends etc. - suffered physical and psychological abuse........head injuries in a street attack in 1997 etc.

i live in a one bedroom flat for 5 years now struggling with severe agoraphobia , severe anxiety , rage problems and outbursts.....racing obsessive thoughts each day , paranoia that people in society are ostracising me........i have BPD diagnosed years ago, but have OCD , PTSD and possibly rapid cycling bipolar undiagnosed.

i want further assesment, because of my symptoms , and how bad theyve got..........even though ive made progess im in a crisis right now and cant leave my apartment because of severe anxiety, panic outside.....watching for signs of danger....feeling threatened.......rage scared ill lose control........when i go to sleep i have disturbing nightmares.......have uncontrolable rage feelings outside........feel paranoid that people are socially ostracising me........have racing thoughts everyday with a clouded mind...........cant think straight.......mind blanks out.........have obsessive worries everyday.
the mental health services wont further asses me even though its obvious i have co existing conditions running along side the BPD.

they wont give me a regular psychotherapist , telling me theres no resources.

they wont give me any medication , telling me their addictive, have side effect.....wont treat my real problems.

so their turning me down for everything virtually.

me and mum have to fight the system to make complaints because of the services or treatment program their not giving me and failing me with..

im going to see my psychiatrist today to tell him my symptoms are unmanagable at the moment........that i cant cope, and i wanna be put in a unit as a voluntary patient..........where i could get the further assesment and treatment program im after
so ive now been and they STILL refuse to do further assesment because they dont feel its required of i have '' co existing '' illnesses like PTSD and OCD -..

my psychiatrist still wont give any medications , telling me their addictive....have side effects and dont address the root cause of my problems.

they wont refer me for a volunatry inpatient option to be further assesed......even though im in a crisis with my symptoms right now.

they wont get me any therapy or psychotherapy because they dont feel im ready because of the severe anxiety , rage and agoraphobia.

all their prepared to offer is a support worker to meet up with and go out with....attend dropin centres etc.......and their calling that '' exposure therapy ''.
there saying i need to try this first before i start any psychotherapy...

and that if i start exposure therapy, my anxiety will disappear.

im so angry !

the psychiatrist said ive been assesed by 8 consultants in the past who all say i just have BPD.

but i know i have co existing illnesses of PTSD , ocd................and want further assesment.

they wont give me any medications because they said it masks the problems and are addictive.

wont refer for any 1 on 1 psychotherapy .

wont admit me as a voluntary patient .

what the hell do i do ?

go legal and fight for the right treatment program ?
my mum just left my apartment and said -

' shes not sitting here listening to how i feel hopeless and are gonna commit suicide , that if im talking about im gonna commit suicide , '' i'll do it '' - and she '' will follow me ''.

she stormed out and said she ll be back monday.

shes been looking after me in my flat for 6 weeks because my ankle was in cast, because torn ankle tendons were operated on.

my mood has plummeted since hearing this news today about not getting the help i want and i said i might commit suicide.

i cannot handle being continously failed by the mental health services - when im asking for the right treatment program desperatly.
i feel desperate, empty, abandoned, with no where to turn to.....i feel like either -

doing myself in for good, plucking up the courage.

or

going to A and E on monday when i get my disability money to be able to travel - and telling them i feel suicidle and i cant cope with my symptoms any more.

what should i do ?

im not getting the right treatment program or further assessment i feel i need .

if your going to give a ridiculous answer dont bother because ill block you.

your advise or opinion is irrelevant and dont count.
essentiallysolo :

and who are you the forum moderator ?

why do you think you matter ?

why do you think your opinions matter ?

why did you try to answer this question or show interest ?

your views arnt wanted .

blocked .

I'm 27 so if you're roughly that age you may have seen this childs tv programme - i think it was called Totty and was a about a dolls house where the figures walked around the house - and there was a man doll with checkered trousers who used to cycle along the table to the post office. So if anybody knows what I'm going on about please let me know, as it appears that it was only transmitted to my house! it actually freaked out my brother and sister as well, so god knows why we used to watch it!

I am a 30 yr old woman who lives with a 46 yr old partner. He has a teenege child. About a year ago I had tests that proved, although I have a very irregular cycle, I DO ovulate. Previous to that, he has had tests that he does produce. So I would like to know why, after 2 1/2 years off the pill, I'm not pregnant? This is a big question, and for that, I'm sorry. I watch programmes like Jeremy Kyle, with women who have 7 kids by 3 different fathers and don't seem to care. Just wondered what you're thoughts were....
Adoption would sooooo not be an issue with me. wy Mum was adopted. But I think, with me anyway, some/most women have a need to try it on their own.,... I'm soooooooooo not against adopting. My Mum is an adopted twin!!!!! But I'm fairly sure that, as with most women of my age, etc, I'm not done trying yet for one of my own......,....

Every now and then for no apparent reason i seem to develop these odd dizzy spells. They last for between thirty minutes to two hours and involve a sensation of the room spinning, nasea and an odd craving for chocolate milk, jaffa cakes and chocolate. The attacks vary in severity and length and happen at any time of the day but are most prevalent in the evenings. After the attack i feel tired and lethargic and often sleep for a few minutes after each one.
I tried plotting what i do in my day against the length, occurance and severity of attacks. They do not correspond to time spent on the computer, reading or watching the TV.
I exercise regularly and have no known health issues.
I wouldn't really worry about this normally, but i've recently taken up cycling and hate the idea of being stranded several miles from home feeling like crap.
I am in my late teens and have suffered the attacks for at least the last two years.
Lol, alot of people appear to be attacking my diet so i feel i should just run through the many ways i sustain my body. My breakfast is often cereal (mmmm....... coco pops)..... Luch is a bowl of soup with a slice of bread and some cheese...... Dinner is a very traditional meat and two types of veg affair, often with beans on the side.
Yes i exercise daily but only through cycling a seven mile round trip. This usually takes about 45mins to an hour.
Thanks for the answers so far

My hormones must be everywhere... I cannot believed I cried at X Factor.

I went out sat night so I recoreded it and thought id watch it while I had the chance and I spent the whole time crying!! Haha!

Im on CD22 of 24-26.. currently 10DPO!!!

Anyways... So far so good!

No premenstrual spotting yet... (I get it normally before period arrives).. just loads of thick creamy/caramel cm! Yesterday I had some EWCM... i dont know what that was about?

About 6 days ago...I had a breakout with spots and ive still got them! I only ever get spots when Im on my period!

& I feel like ive got a trapped nerve at the bottom of my back...which goes down the right side of my bum ...

So my question is... whats everyone else 2ww symtoms .. how far into your cycle are you.?

Good luck girlies xxx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cu5BvxoA7ks

there is a popular belief if there is something it had came out of something from nothing only nothing can came from nothing something cannot be came ex nihilo nihil fet

but as shown in this video in Quantam electro dynamics from vaccum energy is there and it produce mattar and anihilate it,thus cycle go on forever
i dont understand it,please explain to me
4 minutes ago - 4 days left to answer.
Additional Details
he says BORROWED ENERGY CAN BE USED TO CREATE AN PARTICE AND ANTI PARTICLE SPONTANEUSLY FORMED FROM THE VOID from fraction of second later they anhilate each other and disappear
energy is borrowed out of no where ?
energy turns into mattar and than mattar self destruct into energy
this happen all over the void.
vaccum have mattar and anti mattar contunigly being created and anilated.

i dont get it at all,i wrote what the man is speaking in his lecture
1 minute ago - 4 days left to answer.
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PLEASE EXPLAIN ME IN MOST SIMPLE MANNER
56 seconds ago

I DONT GET FROM WHERE ENERGY IS BORROWED AND how it formed particle and anti particle ?

how mattar self destruct itself into energy ?
11 seconds ago

I DONT GET FROM WHERE ENERGY IS BORROWED AND how it formed particle and anti particle ?

how mattar self destruct itself into energy ?

suppose my sister and i have a same watch both giving the same time.

my sister is going with cycle to the college and i travel with a car with the speed of 1000 km per hour

it is a fact i will reach college very earlier than my sister

now if i meet my sister in college ,does our watches will give the different time and how ?

but how time will became slow for me,does the WATCHES will not give the same time,why and how they will not give the same time ?

PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WITH MY EXAMPLE i never get it

GOD BLESS YOU ALL IF IT EXIST
23 seconds ago - 4 days left to answer.

suppose my sister and i have a same watch both giving the same time.

my sister is going with cycle to the college and i travel with a car with the speed of 1000 km per hour

it is a fact i will reach college very earlier than my sister

now if i meet my sister in college ,does our watches will give the different time and how ?

but how time will became slow for me,does the WATCHES will not give the same time,why and how they will not give the same time ?

PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WITH MY EXAMPLE i never get it

GOD BLESS YOU ALL IF IT EXIST

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cu5BvxoA7ks

there is a popular belief if there is something it had came out of something from nothing only nothing can came from nothing something cannot be came ex nihilo nihil fet

but as shown in this video in Quantam electro dynamics from vaccum energy is there and it produce mattar and anihilate it,thus cycle go on forever
i dont understand it,please explain to me
he says BORROWED ENERGY CAN BE USED TO CREATE AN PARTICE AND ANTI PARTICLE SPONTANEUSLY FORMED FROM THE VOID from fraction of second later they anhilate each other and disappear
energy is borrowed out of no where ?
energy turns into mattar and than mattar self destruct into energy
this happen all over the void.
vaccum have mattar and anti mattar contunigly being created and anilated.

i dont get it at all,i wrote what the man is speaking in his lecture

He tells me to go to gym, spa, learn some new sex tricks from dvds, buy new lingeries, etc.
But between the neverending cycle of cooking, cleaning, nursing, working from home (I have to work because he doesnt have a steady job), where should I fit spa and gym?

I try to get him to help with baby once in a while, but he would only do it for a sexual favour, like.... he would watch baby for a while in exchange for a bl0w j0b, bath the baby in exchange for intercourse, change nappy if I give him a full body massage afterwards..... oh and if he changes poopy nappy...... he would want me to do ALL those things, which I dont always have time for.

But now that the sight of me turns him off, I cant ask him to help with baby anymore. I have no one to help me care for baby and we cant afford day care or nanny because he has used up all my savings to buy the new car. Help please.
thanks mommyheather, it feels good to hear someone say something nice

I have a computer that was just repaired with a new hard drive, etc. They installed all the necessary components and my computer is using Windows XP. I can access the internet without a problem, I downloaded Firefox because I prefer to use that web browser. It is currently selected as my default browser.

I tried to watch a video on youtube and it prompted me to download Adobe Flash Player. So I did just that. It didn't work. I troubleshooted a bit and realized that it will not work properly without Java. I downloaded Java. It didn't work. I getting messages when it would start saying that I needed to allow third party cookies. I uninstalled both applications and reinstalled both, starting with Java first. I made sure when I downloaded Adobe that nothing was open that could be utilizing the utility. I restarted the computer then I downloaded Java. Mind you, I did this under IE and Firefox, separately with power cycles separating, but still didn't work.

I exhausted my ability to troubleshoot any further. Could someone PLEASE help me?
I've already downloaded the uninstall application before I uploaded again from adobe.com(after downloading Java and power cycling).
Before I go home and try to remove them again, as per one answer- then I'll take the advice of the other...here's another question:
If the browser I have open is Firefox, will it also apply to IE (once installed)? Meaning will I be able to utilize both applications from either IE or Firefox? Or must I do this twice for each individual browser?
All the answers were correct! I uninstalled, reinstalled, tested java (worked), then I downloaded the extra plug-in for flash and that was it! Thank you all!

im 31 and sadly, the mental health services have failed me all my life, after ive had a very hash tough life so far, missed out of everything normal ; friends etc. - suffered physical and psychological abuse........head injuries in a street attack in 1997 etc.

i live in a one bedroom flat for 5 years now struggling with severe agoraphobia , severe anxiety , rage problems and outbursts.....racing obsessive thoughts each day , paranoia that people in society are ostracising me........i have BPD diagnosed years ago, but have OCD , PTSD and possibly rapid cycling bipolar undiagnosed.

i want further assesment, because of my symptoms , and how bad theyve got..........even though ive made progess im in a crisis right now and cant leave my apartment because of severe anxiety, panic outside.....watching for signs of danger....feeling threatened.......rage scared ill lose control........when i go to sleep i have disturbing nightmares.......have uncontrolable rage feelings outside........feel paranoid that people are socially ostracising me........have racing thoughts everyday with a clouded mind...........cant think straight.......mind blanks out.........have obsessive worries everyday.

the mental health services wont further asses me even though its obvious i have co existing conditions running along side the BPD.

they wont give me a regular psychotherapist , telling me theres no resources.

they wont give me any medication , telling me their addictive, have side effect.....wont treat my real problems.

so their turning me down for everything virtually.

me and mum have to fight the system to make complaints because of the services or treatment program their not giving me and failing me with..

i went to see my psychiatrist the other day and told him my symptoms are unmanagable at the moment........that i cant cope, and i wanna be put in a unit as a voluntary patient..........where i could get the further assesment and treatment program im after..

so ive now been and they STILL refuse to do further assesment because they dont feel its required of i have '' co existing '' illnesses like PTSD and OCD -..

my psychiatrist still wont give any medications , telling me their addictive....have side effects and dont address the root cause of my problems.

they wont refer me for a volunatry inpatient option to be further assesed......even though im in a crisis with my symptoms right now.

they wont get me any therapy or psychotherapy because they dont feel im ready because of the severe anxiety , rage and agoraphobia.

all their prepared to offer is a support worker to meet up with and go out with....attend dropin centres etc.......and their calling that '' exposure therapy ''.

there saying i need to try this first before i start any psychotherapy...

and that if i start exposure therapy, my anxiety will disappear.
the psychiatrist said ive been assesed by 8 consultants in the past who all say i just have BPD.

but i know i have co existing illnesses of PTSD , ocd................and want further assesment.

they wont give me any medications because they said it masks the problems and are addictive.

wont refer for any 1 on 1 psychotherapy .

wont admit me as a voluntary patient .

what the hell do i do ?

go legal and fight for the right treatment program ?
my mum just left my apartment and said -

' shes not sitting here listening to how i feel hopeless and are gonna commit suicide , that if im talking about im gonna commit suicide , '' i'll do it '' - and she '' will follow me ''.

she stormed out and said she ll be back monday.

shes been looking after me in my flat for 6 weeks because my ankle was in cast, because torn ankle tendons were operated on.

my mood has plummeted since hearing this news today about not getting the help i want and i said i might commit suicide.

i cannot handle being continously failed by the mental health services -

''when im asking for the right treatment program desperatly. ''
i feel desperate, empty, abandoned, with no where to turn to.....i feel like either -

doing myself in for good, plucking up the courage.

or

going to A and E on monday when i get my disability money to be able to travel - and telling them i feel suicidle and i cant cope with my symptoms any more.

what should i do ?

my mother has even been convinced by the psychiatrist that their approach is the '' right approach '' .

she said why dont i just accept it.

i said my symptoms are to great, i cant manage them and need the treatment and further assessments im asking for......and that they are still failing me...

they wont give me medications , psychotherapy or further assessment and that - IM RIGHT IN WHAT IM DOING.

so now my mums stpped fighting the battle with me....i know she might be mentally exhausted but she said shed fight this till the END with me.....because its important i get the right help.

please can i have serious answers.
Someone who thinks says :

dont duuuude me you idiotic brainless nobody.

answer the question or dont bother at all

iam not your friend idiot.

Whats wrong with me? I've been trying to looses weight for ages, so I started watching what I ate, this didn't work so then I started to control my calorie intake, most days I stay around 1500Cal, some days a little more but never, ever over 2000Cal. On top of this for the last 3 months i have been cycling (fast + incline) for 40min 5 days a week, have have been doing 3 dance classes a week for 1 hr 30 min per session and 2 martial arts classes a week for 1hr 30 min as well, but despite all this I have some how managed to gain 6 pounds!!!! please help, I feel like I've been busting my butt for nothing and I really feel like giving in!!!
K, Im 5 ft 7in and i weigh 73 kg, da foods im eating are healthy, like porridge, bananas on toast, soup, veg and grilled chicken etc.

Its bn about 6 monts of diet, 4 months of jus dancin and 3 of which include cyclin and martial arts...
K im not obsesed, but i knew my waist and hip measurement before i started, i've bn checking them and they are almost exaclty the same give or take half an inch! so Im not even visually thiner/toned!

J'aime le sport. Je suis un grand fan de cyclisme! La semaine dernière, j'ai participé à un concours et a remporté le deuxième prix! J'aime faire du vélo en ville après l'école. Je roule aussi mon vélo à l'école. Toutefois, je déteste le football. Je ne supporte pas le jouer. Je déteste regarder la télé sur aussi.

I love the sport. I am a big fan of cycling! Last week, I entered a competition and won second prize! I love to cycle around town after school. I also ride my bike to school. However, I hate football. I can not stand playing it. I hate watching it on tele also.

If not please adapt?
Thankyooo xxx

Check out this space walk. The footage you are about to see was banned from the NASA website.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRbGPY6dR4U

If Nibiru exists, then according to the ancinet tables which date back over 10'000 years bc. This planet has an eliptical orbit which passed the Earth every 3600 years and is said to cause severe havoc and global destructions to the Earths normal cycles. i.e. - the magnetic poles will change positioning, equator and polar areas will shift.

The next arrival is said to be around 2012.

I want to know your point of views on this subject.
If you want even more info, google search Zacharia Stitchen and Xfacts.com.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlodXd-KuUc
If yous sceptics on here doubt this 'extra planet, then why is it that Strphen Hawking himself has accepted that there ARE findings of a very large distant object moving towards our own group of planets.
Is the most intelegent scientist on the planet also talking crap aswell.

Open your eyes and research into this more before casting a dim view.
Finally ! Someone who opens their eyes to the REAL World.
@whoisscaredoftyrrany

Hi, my son will be 2 next month and he doesnt keep still for a minute, okay thats a slight exageration sometimes he will play with various toys or watch tv for 10mins or so, and he has a few fave books that if i read over and over again he will sit and enjoy, and he sits in his high chair no problems as hes strapped in and he enjoys sitting in the car he is just quiet looking out the window

he always wants out the door, into a drawer, cupboard, under a table, to climb, etc for example tonight at the GPs waiting room he was running to the front door, we told him not to do that, removed him from that area and we tried to distract him with something more suitable but he wasnt interested then he ran to the door to the corridor with doctors rooms, we did the same again, then he went under a table, we did the same again, then he was trying to carry around the plastic child chairs, whenever we tried to hold him still on us he would wriggle and scream so loudly, then he would just do the same cycle again, some slightly older children were sitting being read stories and younger ones were just toddling about.

Is this normal? We took him to the HV and she watched him intently pulling on her door handle, trying to reach every object on her desk etc and she just said he was normal and he was simply being inquisitive and there is not much we can do about it and he will grow out of it, do you agree? We run around after him all the time Im worried when he goes to nursery (when hes 3) they wont be able to controll him, what do you think?

Thanks!
i was a shy child, especially in new or public places, I didnt dare move, I was the kind that hid behind my parents if a stranger even spoke to me (my younger siblings were the same) - my son is so different, maybe thats why I ask!

The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. Life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A death.

What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home.

You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work.

You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school.

You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, spend your last nine months floating...then finish off as an orgasm.

following from my last question i want a dvorce iam very worried now because my husband has sent this letter to the solicitor and this is what it says what can i do please help me?
thanks guys
To whom this may concern,
It is possible my wife has approached you to petition for a divorce from me
Please understand that my wife is mentally disturbed. I am 29 years older than her and I promised her father who died from diabetes that I would shoulder the responsibility for caring for her and not ditch her just because the going became tough. The going is getting tougher, but there appears no solution from either the medical world or the state.
Don't take my word for this, watch her eyes when you talk to her.
She is schizophrenic. One side is normal and one side is not. She has approached you as she cycles once again into her disturbed state.
If she has not approached you for family matters she has approached you because she wants to hold some one or another to accoun

J'aime le sport. Je suis un grand fan de cyclisme! La semaine dernière, j'ai participé à un concours et a remporté le deuxième prix! J'aime faire du vélo en ville après l'école. Je roule aussi mon vélo à l'école. Toutefois, je déteste le football. Je ne supporte pas le jouer. Je déteste regarder la télé sur aussi.

I love the sport. I am a big fan of cycling! Last week, I entered a competition and won second prize! I love to cycle around town after school. I also ride my bike to school. However, I hate football. I can not stand playing it. I hate watching it on tele also.

If not please adapt?
Thankyooo xxx

CBN's analysis of Liebermann support of McCain & criticism of Obama is thorough & accurate, yes?

http://CBNNews.com - Sen. Joseph Lieberman, once an avowed Democrat, called McCain the best choice to lead the country because he can reach across party lines in accomplishing good for his country.

Click play to hear excerpts from Lieberman's speech, plus more insight from CBN News Reporter Paul Strand, from the convention floor.

"I'm here tonight because John McCain is the best choice to bring our country together and lead our country forward," the Connecticut senator said Tuesday night. Lieberman took the prime spot at the Republican National Convention to endorse his long-time friend and colleague in the Senate. Click here to watch Sen. Lieberman's entire speech.

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"I'm here because John McCain's whole life testifies to a great truth: being a Democrat or a Republican is important. But it is not more important than being an American," he said.

Lieberman, who left his party during the last election cycle to keep his seat in the senate, urged Americans from all parties to work together.

"What matters is certainly not whether we are Democrats or Republicans, but that we are all Americans," he said. He highlighted how natural disasters like Hurricane Gustav brings people together to accomplish good.

"The truth is, it shouldn't take a hurricane to bring us together like this," he said. "It shouldn't take a natural disaster to teach us that the American people don't care much if you have an "R" or a "D" after your name."

Lieberman noted that Democratic candidate Barack Obama's record in the Senate did not match that of McCain's in reaching across party lines.

"Sen. Obama is a gifted and eloquent young man who can do great things for our country in the years ahead. But eloquence is no substitute for a record - not in these tough times," he said.

"In the Senate he has not reached across party lines to get anything significant done, nor has he been willing to take on powerful interest groups in the Democratic Party." Lieberman added.

Lieberman also took aim at Obama for his voting record on troop funding and Bush's troop surge last year that proved effective in curtailling violence in the region.

"When others wanted to retreat in defeat from the field of battle, when Barack Obama was voting to cut off funding for our troops on the ground, John McCain had the courage to stand against the tide of public opinion," Lieberman said.

"Because of that, today, our troops are at last beginning to come home, not in failure, but in honor," Lieberman said

In 2007, Obama voted against money for troops in Iraq and Afghanistan, but the bill passed overwhelmingly
http://www.cbn.com/CBNnews/437214.aspx
Guy

No... = no plans 4 today?

Gala

I adlib too: R U coming for a bargain lunch @ Silcocks in Southport, midway from Lord St to the pier?

C U there @ High Noon

Visions of John Mc singing theme song to VP?

Altogether now ...

123 ...

Do not forsake me, O my darling

On this election day, hey!

Do not forsake me, O my darling

Wait - wait along

I do not know what lies B4 me

But that I must be brave

& I must face a man who hates me

Or >>

maybe get my bath & get out to Sunny Southport by the sea

http://www.VisitSouthport.com

Maybe see y'all @ 7.30pm @

http://www.ElimBootle.com

Howzat for adlib?

LOL

I'm watching my calorie intake (1500 a day) before a school ski trip but overall I'm happy with the way I look. I'm slightly overweight- but toned with a nice hourglass figure.

However- my legs are OVERtoned and bulky from years of muscle building sport like cycling and soccer. Also, the fact that I'm five foot two just makes them look stumpy. I tend to gain weight on my thighs which doesn't help either

Whereas some peoples legs curve in gently at the knee- mine just go straight down- tapering off thinner like a carrot.

It's so frustrating having feminine curves but past the hips, bulky and manly legs.

How can I solve this problem? Should I shift some pounds? What exercise will make them into the shapely pins I so desperately want!?!?!

I think the life cycle is all backwards.

You should start out dead, get it out of the way.
You wake up in an old age home feeling better every day.
You get kicked out for being too healthy go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day.
You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.

You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School.

You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby
then you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish off as an orgasm.
It's got to be better this way because getting older sucks!

Good idea or not?
Dellyxx, I don't want to end up like your first sentence when I am old either.
Hellfire Shady, too deep for me!

Are there any other people who think that global warming/climate change has become the new religion?
We have all been brain washed from an early age, from schools to what we see in the media,
Global warming is just something the governments use to scare everyone into being submissive and not questioning
tax raises, if its to save the world no one would question it, and just accept that's the way it has to be.
The Earth temperature has always gone up and down, and with one volcano eruption putting out more pollution
than all human's in one year kind of puts things in prospective.
I would highly recommend everyone whether you believe or not to watch the Great Global Warming Swindle,
All the governments/there Scientist (who have made there self a job and are getting massive funding)
are seeing $$$$ they don't care about the environment they just want to sell us the illusion that our money will
help them save us all from certain destruction, and hide the truth that no amount of money can stop nature
taking its course, its just a way to line there pockets, And the funny thing is nearly everyone is ignorant to it.
Co2 isn't responsible for what's going on, its solar cycles of the sun which are, which nothing can be done about,
changes will always happen and life will always keep adapting, its always been that way.
There will be times when people will have to fight for survival whether it be and ice age or super volcano eruption
which will have catastrophic effect for us all, but for now we can all stay comfortable in our little lifes living as
brain dead sheep where the governments keep ringing money out of us at every given opportunity.
Wake up people please and show them you will not swallow any more of there lies. :*(

In the UK, the cost of driving has effectively increased by 30% in a year. I know we all bleat on about this, but is our government so completely powerless that it is willing to see what's left of the struggling British industry go under because of this obscene price hike? Are they really happy to sit by and watch MILLIONS of people slip below the poverty line because fuel prices are shooting through the cieling? Before the bleeding heart environmentalists tell us all to cycle or walk to work, they ought to remember that a lot of us actually live in rural areas where it is unfeasible to use any transport other than the car-

Come on Gordon, you get over 60% tax from petrol, how's about stimulating the economy that's on it's way out by REDUCING tax on fuel so the hard working families you are so bloody fond of can actually GET TO WORK!!!!

Hey, its me again, the wannabe journalist
I went to an eighteenth birthday party last night and i thought this would be a brilliant event to pratice journalism on. Could you see if it's okay? Bear in mind im only 12

On August 11th 09 Callum Bower celebrated his eighteenth birthday with a fancy dress party. But, because he wanted to turn eighteen at midnight, he held the party the day before his actual birthday.
Another Bower was celebrating her birthday too, and she was turning twelve, her name is Anastasia Bower. Anastasia is Callums younger sister who was born on the 11th. I asked her “What is it like having your older brother celebrate his eighteenth birthday on your twelfth birthday?”
“It’s really annoying, because everyone’s arrives at the party, and are like, Happy Birthday Callum! Then they’d just look at me and be like, “Oh yeah, happy birthday Anastasia.” They put him first, when his birthday isn’t actually until the day after mine!”
The majority of people dressed up for the party, there were a mixture of ideas, a Bumblebee, a Ladybird, two Cowboys, one even had an inflatable horse! There were two Tinkerbells, two Zorro Bandits. A genie, a Red Indian, a Robin Hood, an Angelina Jolie as Tomb Raider, a Sandy from Grease, a Pink Lady from Grease, two Lluminos ( a person dressed in all florescent and aluminous clothing ), I was in fact one of the Lluminos.
Callum Bower was dressed up as a kind of Superman, he had tights, purple boxers, and black long-sleeved cycling top and leg warmers on. He had sprayed a purple streak in his hair and painted a mask on his face with purple face paint.
He wore a piece of string around his neck with a traffic sign saying ‘ 18 and Sexy’.
People who didn’t dress up had to put orange and purple face paint on when they arrived.
There were a selection of foods and drinks, different champagnes, beer and soft fizzy drinks for the children. I wouldn’t exactly say people were being abstemious though, lots of people became drunk, and this made it even funnier when everybody played Pass The Parcel.
You may be thinking, ‘pass the parcel, at and eighteenth birthday?’ but this Pass the Parcel has an hilarious twist, in every layer, there is a prop and a sheet of paper with a task on. Examples are:
There’s a huge bra when a man has opened it, and he has to be sexy and pole dance on a broom.
A woman has opened a huge pair of knickers and she has to put them on the ‘Birthday Boy.’
Somebody has opened a pair of glasses with a nose attached and they have to put them on, pull a face and be photographed and the picture has to go on their facebook page.
Or you might not get a prop it would be a charade, and sometimes you get ‘Jump in the hot tub with two people of your choice and the Birthday Boy.
Though at one point the throwing got very enthusiastic and was launched into a shelf that had crystal figures on them, Fortunately, just a leaf and a petal came off a crystal flower and nothing was
seriously damaged.
After the food I asked a few people what they thought of the food and how the party was, everyone I had asked had said both was really good. Then these guests played a trick on Robert Bower, the father of Callum. Robert is really into UFO’s and things like that, so they had an idea which was to light a lantern and let t go into the sky and we’d all pretend it was a UFO.
Robert had his binoculars out and he saw that it was a lantern. It was a good trick though. I asked him “So, Robert, did you see the UFO?”
“I could see it was just a lantern, ha-ha, it was a very funny trick though” He laughed.
Midnight came and we gave Callum the birthday bumps, and then we came inside and watched him open his cards and presents. He got things like, wallets, belts, aftershave and beer. He was very grateful for his presents.
Then when the party ended everyone walked home or slept over, because they couldn’t drive from all of their drinks.

It's actually in three columns and indented paragraphs and when i ask a question its in bold and the answer is in italic. i have added a picture of everyone in there fancy dress.

Is it good?
Honest Opinion please.
the title is Eighteen and Sexy

Rewrite the following sentences using the correct verbal form:
1) He never ( WATCH) tv in the afternoon.
2)Hung is a British actor. At the moment he (ACT) in Los Angeles but next month he ( PERFORM) in London .He often (PERFORM) in London theatres.
3) Liam and Mary ( GET) married in June.
4)Tom (make) a chocolate cake.
5) I'd like to see a good film. We ( GO) to the cinema.
6)Bob ( WORK) in Germany last year?
7) What you (DO) last night at 10 o'clock.
You already (SEE) that film ? Yes, I ( SEE) it last Saturday.
9) He ( BUY) a newspaper every day but dometimes he ( NOT READ) it.
10) Mary usually ( CYCLE) to work but yesterday she ( GO) to work by car.
11) Where in Eve? She ( have) a bath
12) You ( SLEEP) well last night?

My husband feels as though I am always moaning and nagging at him regarding our 13 month old daughter, and I feel like he is inconsiderate and ignorant! Here are some situations we have been in recently where I have felt like this:

a) We were in the supermarket and our daughter was standing in the trolley while my husband spoke to a friend he hadn't seen in a while. Another person he knew went past, so he went to ram the trolley into his friends leg to catch their attention - forgetting his daughter was in the trolley - she fell and hit her face on the trolley, biting her tongue and making it bleed and making her cry. He simply said 'oh dear, whoops!' and carried on talking to his friends, made no attempt to pick her up and just gave me 'the look' to deal with her, and so I had to go calm our daughter whilst he finished his chats. When he came out to the car (an hour and a half later!) I told him he was ignornant and he said 'how was I supposed to know she was hurt?' - um, maybe ask or even look rather than just ignore her??

b) I went to the toilet and asked him to watch her. He decided to take her in the garden and left her out there whilst he went in to get his mobile, she fell and hit her face on the pavement, again biting her tongue and making it bleed and bruising her nose. He got to her first and picked her up but made no attempt to comfort her or clean her up, and then the second I got downstairs he passed her to me and went to clean his top before it stained as it had blood on it.

c) Whenever we go to anyones house for the evening, there is never even the consideration that maybe I would like to sit and chat or relax with a glass of wine. He always gets to drink and socialise whilst I look after our daughter - I don't mind so much as I don't really drink anyway but just some consideration would be nice! Then when she is getting tired and grumpy, I get 'the look' and have to cycle her home as I don't drive whilst he stays and socialises.

d) Last night, at our daughters bedtime, I said that I was going to put her to bed and could he turn the TV down as it was really loud and right under the bedroom. He said no, until that programme was finished. I bit my tongue, trying desperately not to lose my temper in front of our daughter. Then when I was putting her to sleep, he started crashing around making a sandwich so she couldn't settle and was grumpy. I kept her entertained until he was ready for bed (we co-sleep) then he decided he wanted to find a CD to listen to the next day. I asked if he could just find it in the morning, as she had already been waiting for ages to go to bed, but no he had to pull out every cupboard and then go in the loft looking for it - making loads of noise and leaving it all for me to tidy up today. I couldn't put her to bed in the meantime as he was making so much noise, and then he moaned at me for having her cry in the same room as him as it was 'giving him a headache'. We all eventually got into bed, then just as she was dropping off to sleep, he decided he wanted to tickle her so she was wide awake again. He played with her for literally two mins, then said to me 'okay, I need to sleep now, can you take her downstairs if she's going to be noisy?'. I could've strangled him!!

I have been really poorly with a bad toothache for the past fortnight and then had to have dental work at the weekend so have barely been sleeping as I'm in so much pain but he has not lifted a finger to help, and the way he barks his instructions makes me feel more like the nanny than his wife! Is he ignorant and inconsiderate, or am I being a moany old nag?!
sorry it's so long and ranting, have just seen the state he's left the house in and am fuming!

Just playing around with a style for my next book/project and was wondering what you all thought? Any critique or whatever is good, so feel free to say whatever Thanks!

There’s some twat down the back of the bus playing some primitive dance music on his phone. The speaker’s crap, adding the horribly textured sound of paper being crumpled and torn into its unappeasing output.
I sit down, hopeful of the seat to myself (putting my bag on the place beside me as insurance) until arrival at the next stop where a large quantity of worker drones filter in and up the stairs, looking hopelessly as they try to figure out the best place to sit when it has to be beside someone they don’t know in the amount of time it takes to walk the length of the bus. Without looking stupid of course.

Guilt forces me to move my bag and the universe rewards by placing a rather large, and for some reason that couldn’t possibly be the temperature, sweaty, old man in a vest, shorts that end above the knee and an outback hat. I move as close to the window to be as far away from him as possible.

The Twat still has the music playing but is also talking over it, arguing over the cost of cider to someone else. I inertly sigh and wonder why the hell earphones were invented. The man beside me inconsiderately does that thing that selfish and inconsiderate men do when they share seats – opens his legs as wide as possible, touching mine. I’m tempted to snap my own open like a spring and scream at the grunting Twat down the back as he highers the volume of the dreadful techno bollix for no reason that I can possibly discern other than he can’t hear it over the sound of his own “shh warrr”-ing voice.

I sneak my foot slightly to the left, breaking contact discreetly, so as he doesn’t notice how disgusted I am by him.

It starts to rain.

Heavily.

I watch a woman’s reflection on the window as she looks at herself in a makeup mirror, combing her hair in a desperate attempt to tame the wild individual strands. I kinda like her hair like that. It’s cute, but naturally sexy.

I smile at some hidden-even-to-me humour and refocus, going back to looking at the rain drops racing down the glass.

That one is quite fast.

The Twat is now scrolling through the music. Half playing a song and then switching to another. All of them include remarks about sex and money by a heavy voice, countered by a digitally screened high pitched one.

The woman who was combing her hair snaps the mirror shut and shoves it into her goldish-brown and rectangular handbag, roots around inside a bit, and takes out an iPod.

My thoughts grumble bitch jealously.

What could possibly make the Twat think it’s alright to impose his taste in music on thirty-odd other people?

I hear the sound of the windows being shut down near him.

Clearly his music is not enough. He also wants to add the smoke fumes that he has ejected out of himself into the lovely dish that I’m being presented with by Dublin Bus and Fate; sweaty half naked old guy who has no sense of personal space, or deodorant, served with baked amateur/failed DJ.

And clearly the Environmentalists all must get cabs or cycle because if they knew that this was the norm for Irish public transport they wouldn’t frown so much at single drivers.

A tree branch smacks against the side of the bus, appearing to be dragged down the length of it as we move away.

Well done Mr. Driver.

Nobody reacts. Well, except for the dreamers at the very front who jump.

I hear the Twat getting louder, and then he passes by me, shouting to whoever he had been talking to, heading for the stairs. Every step he takes pounds on the plastic floor, as though he was made of solid steel. The part of me which suffers from superiority complex grins as I think he looks as dense as solid steel.

Gracefully, (and to probably most of the passengers-starring-blindly-ahead’s gratitude) he stops the digital howling coming from his phone and shouts his number behind him as he swirls down the stairs – lazy enough to use only gravity.

The little black sign at the front lights up in orange LEDs. Stopping.

I look out the window. The Twat already has his hood up in the rain. I watch while the bus attempts to submerge itself back into the stream of relentless traffic. He bends away from the wind. There’s a short spark of light and then he’s walking away, another embering cigarette in hand.

Every now and then for no apparent reason i seem to develop these odd dizzy spells. They last for between thirty minutes to two hours and involve a sensation of the room spinning, nasea and an odd craving for chocolate milk, jaffa cakes and chocolate. The attacks vary in severity and length and happen at any time of the day but are most prevalent in the evenings. After the attack i feel tired and lethargic and often sleep for a few minutes after each one.
I tried plotting what i do in my day against the length, occurance and severity of attacks. They do not correspond to time spent on the computer, reading or watching the TV.
I exercise regularly and have no known health issues.
I wouldn't really worry about this normally, but i've recently taken up cycling and hate the idea of being stranded several miles from home feeling like crap.
I am in my late teens and have suffered the attacks for at least the last two years.
I know that my diet could cause all the symptoms i've described so i feel i should just run through the many ways i sustain my body. My breakfast is often cereal (mmmm....... coco pops)..... Luch is a bowl of soup with a slice of bread and some cheese...... Dinner is a very traditional meat and two types of veg affair, often with beans on the side.
Yes i exercise daily but only through cycling a seven mile round trip. This usually takes about 45mins to an hour.
Also, in case its relevant, i dont smoke, drink excessively or take any drugs (prescribed or other).